I've only recently realized how much I choose my experience. I'm in a bit of a weird place because I've always had a love for horror, gore, and all things dark and complex. Also, I'm an artist and these things serve as a big inspiration for me. It's just who I am.
I started getting a little worried that wanting a good attitude was going to affect my aesthetics . . . But I ended up realizing that that worry I was experiencing was way worse than anything a movie actually does for me. Mainly, I just look for the good things and focus on them.