I've found if I desire something enough and maintain alignment to that desire, the productivity will work itself out. What's been difficult for me is deciding on a desire. I feel like I love all sorts of things so much that it's impossible to choose something. Maintaining a pure alignment to one desire, without polluting gravitation from other desires, seems to make my operations the most effective. It's just hard when I feel the longing for all sorts of things in my life that I miss, like I want to grab onto everything.
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