To go or not to go back this soon? Do what feels right.
If you are dying inside everyday because everything, all your physical senses and all your syncronicities are saying "go!"; but you don't go now, you will regret it for the rest of your life.
How empowered you will be against any financial fears after this venture... actually, you would have none. Seems like it would propel you up in a huge way, and your confidence would definitely skyrocket, which couldn't but help your current relationship (unless it wasn't meant to be).
I couldn't sleep for 40 minutes yesterday because I kept thinking about photography, and how seeing the breathtaking pictures in the
2009 Audubon Calendar changed my life and my career. I got up, installed the rarely used digital camera into my computer, and taught an (obviously amateur) photography lesson with the English lesson I gave today.
I feel great.