[magic1]

hahahahah........I tell you, this has been going on for years...but still gives me that thrill.....its crazy...i didn't say anything, but I always get ambulances as signs of my number as our emergency number over here is 111...


so this morning I'm sitting in this cafe waiting for this thing I wrote about earlier, the thing that didn't work!!!!...and in walked a ambulance officer...I thought...mmmm 1111 but...let it go to chance....and I kept waiting for who I was supposed to be meeting....time was ticking on, and yep In walked another one ambulance officer....mmmmm 111, ok, take a bit of notice angela, but I got back to waiting and starting to realize this person is very late and may not turn up??? ...2 secs later.............IN WALKS ANOTHER AMBULANCE OFFICER 111, crumbs! .....I finally have the AHA moment.......I realize, that the person I am waiting for is not coming! and that in even being here, I was trying to push the plan for me, that already exists, and I just screw up with my lack of faith! and to just bloody well TRUST! 1111!