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Originally Posted by Emaaki  Thankyou all very much. i will tell you a bit about what i did, for 3 years i tried to be a very strong person, like "the best"- not the best i could be, but the best...well my image was....what I thought looked really good to others. i was a real fool. i was extremely hard on myself, like i literally tried to acheive a million goals per day because this book deluded me into thinking i could acheive anything.....okay i got where i thought i wanted, but really i lost soo much of myself, and yes today i am very strong and confident, but i hate it also because I lost a really sweet guy, and...all these changes were to please others anyway....well..i am going on a journey, its going to be a long one...reversing what i did, i might be going backwards with some things, but oh well, whatever makes me happy right. |
Somehow I believe that it is precisely your current unhappiness with where you are and how you behave which proves that that real "you" is still in there, somewhere. Maybe it's the real you which is unhappy..
I don't know you very well, but I wish you love in life again anyways.