I just called a hotline, and a man actually made me feel better. He said to have something called a wish board on my wall where I placed pictures on it- like the haircut that i might want, a car, whatever. The middle picture is the one that is the most important to me.
I guess i feel aot better, and i thought nothing could. i really did. i was about to do something really stupid, but then I thought, i will call the hotline first.
This man turned things around for me- he really did.
And i thank you all for your support- i really do, you are all beautiful.
there are still many things that i want to reverse, and i know it will take alot of time, which sux

But i gues there is hope. i amm not going to worry about what people think any more, i guess i will to an extent, but I will stand up for justice, and hopefully not get walked on.
is it possible to reverse absolutley anything? i have heard of brain therapy?