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madinyc · 03-18-2009, 09:05 PM

The reason I'm here is that today, while trading the stock market, I had a revelation: I self sabotage myself ...1) to prove my dead father right- that I'll never be anybody, and 2) the get love...my mom , having had eleven children, could only give attention to the child that had a problem. I create failure thinking subconsciously that people will fell sorry for me and therefore care for me.
I have to break this pattern!

Caveman, is playing computer games a way you self sabotage?

03-18-2009, 09:05 PM	#19 (permalink)
madinyc Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2009 Posts: 1	self sabatoge The reason I'm here is that today, while trading the stock market, I had a revelation: I self sabotage myself ...1) to prove my dead father right- that I'll never be anybody, and 2) the get love...my mom , having had eleven children, could only give attention to the child that had a problem. I create failure thinking subconsciously that people will fell sorry for me and therefore care for me. I have to break this pattern! Caveman, is playing computer games a way you self sabotage?