there is no heaven and hell as the bible suggests
the hell is what we endure here on earth !!
we all have our own personal hells to go through
you my freind are not going to die from floor cleaner !
you are going to get help
you came to this site for a reason -a purpose
do not let your thoughts defeat you
I know how POWERFUL thoughts can be
and yes those of us that have been to the edge
of the chasm know full well how those ties of freedom
that suicide can promise
it is a ruse
a false hope of freedom
do not allow it to ruminate
get that little girl inside of you to take over your actions
I bet she wants to live !!
and she doeesn't care about your past mistakes
don't be the hanging jury in you own life
take over -
crawl out if you have to dammit!!!