| | Nobody could understand what i am going through
And i don't mean the suicide part, i mean the completely ruining my life part that got me to this point of wanting to end it all. I am f***ing moron, who needs to be buried. i can't do it anymore. i just can't. i really really can't. I have thrown away my youth. i don't have anything to live for anymore.
I would be sparing myself aalot of pain if i just ended it all. My family will have to understand that my life just got too bad to go on.
i have just mixed floor cleaner with orange juice aand have so far drunk a bit of it. i feel very sick........