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cheropride · 03-16-2009, 04:02 PM

JanT you have no idea how much you have help me, and thank you... Sometime just little words can go a long way...

When I was young, yes I know that I had a gift, there was no two ways about it. My mom was encouraging of that gift, but unfortanetly I had a few really scarey things happen, let's say, and then after that, I felt using that gift was in contrast to my Christian beliefs. So for say almost 20 years, I have surpressed those feelings, which at first was really really hard. Now w/all the things happening in this house, it really like someone knocking my on the head, saying HELLO, I know you can feel me, I know you can sense me.... I know it may sound really strange, but that is what it feels like. I do feel like it's my mother-in-law, which I would of never a million years think she would try to make contact. Not that we were not close, cuz we were very close....

I still feel my dad around, but not as strong as when I was young. It really does help talking about it so again, thank you sooooo much, my husband is HUGE skeptic, though he would never put me down or anything, he just don't get it...

Yes, I also believe something was past down to my son, but he is not in an enviroment like I was to tune into that gift, if that makes sense... I just need to decide to either come to terms with it, and know that it is not a curse, but a blessing...

I love to here you take on the aspects of Christianity, and paranormal, for I do still wrestle w/that.... Do you have a web-site or anywhere that you could point me for more info??? (edit) - Just saw it on your signature, will surely check it out.... :-)

And thanks again.... Although I cant express in words what your post did for me, but kind of like a acknowledgement or a reassurance... so thanks again!

03-16-2009, 04:02 PM	#6 (permalink)
cheropride Member Join Date: Mar 2009 Location: Fort Lauderdale, FL, USA Posts: 77	JanT you have no idea how much you have help me, and thank you... Sometime just little words can go a long way... When I was young, yes I know that I had a gift, there was no two ways about it. My mom was encouraging of that gift, but unfortanetly I had a few really scarey things happen, let's say, and then after that, I felt using that gift was in contrast to my Christian beliefs. So for say almost 20 years, I have surpressed those feelings, which at first was really really hard. Now w/all the things happening in this house, it really like someone knocking my on the head, saying HELLO, I know you can feel me, I know you can sense me.... I know it may sound really strange, but that is what it feels like. I do feel like it's my mother-in-law, which I would of never a million years think she would try to make contact. Not that we were not close, cuz we were very close.... I still feel my dad around, but not as strong as when I was young. It really does help talking about it so again, thank you sooooo much, my husband is HUGE skeptic, though he would never put me down or anything, he just don't get it... Yes, I also believe something was past down to my son, but he is not in an enviroment like I was to tune into that gift, if that makes sense... I just need to decide to either come to terms with it, and know that it is not a curse, but a blessing... I love to here you take on the aspects of Christianity, and paranormal, for I do still wrestle w/that.... Do you have a web-site or anywhere that you could point me for more info??? (edit) - Just saw it on your signature, will surely check it out.... :-) And thanks again.... Although I cant express in words what your post did for me, but kind of like a acknowledgement or a reassurance... so thanks again! Last edited by cheropride; 03-16-2009 at 04:04 PM.