week 2!
Been doing this almost every day - it's most likely to be an "off day" when I'm at my job (I am a live-in caregiver two days a week) and I'm totally exhausted by bedtime.
Being disciplined about my sleep schedule and time management has been crucial!!
Results so far:
I am getting MUCH better at hooking up my emotions to my visualizations.
When I do "mate visualization" I FEEL the emotions of being in love, of being happy, even of being turned on by that person. I can almost feel that person with me, see that person's smile...
I have lower-heirarchy things to do (survival related), but shifting to something that makes me happy to think about helps me get my mind off of the sources of resistance for those lower-heirarchy things.
I've stopped doing "job visualization" or trying to figure out where to move, how to move, what car, et cetera. I am just doing abundance work. There is more than enough for everything! The visualizations have gotten quite fun - I will have an imagining (one involved people going crazy to shove stacks of money at me, and money falling out of the sky!) and the imagery will often be funny and make me laugh.
The hitch has been that when I do the deep trance type work, I black out. I know that this is a normal/optimal state for hypnotic stuff but I thought I was supposed to be consciously participating in my visualization? OK.
Material results:
So far what is happening is that I'm realizing that the things I wanted to solve are not big things to solve at all, they're fairly easy. I realized that I could just go down to a car dealership and get a car, for example. Really a no-brainer. I also discovered that I will have more money as soon as I move, get a different car and change phone plans, just by doing those things alone.
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