[impachi]

...ok sooo this is what happened! Today my girlfriend decided to hang out with her friends (3 girls, 5-6 guys) today and not invite me, i called her and asked her what she was doing today and she said "nothing just hanging out with some friends", i asked if i could hang out too. Then she said no i don't want to hang out with you today. soo i asked oook why don't you wanna hang out with me then. she said "i just don't want to". I kinda went a little crazy because this past week me and her were arguing pretty much non-stop. I kept calling her back and eventually she got really mad at me and hung up the phone on me (i REALLY hate it when people hang up on me). So i called back and said things i shouldn't have, but before i got off the phone i said B***h to her. I then called back and said i was sorry i just got really frustrated. But then she said that our relationship is over! I had soo many mixed emotions i almost had a panic attack...no joke. So i tried to call her to talk about exactly why we broke up. She said only briefly that "we pretty much broke up because we treated each other like crap, and the fact that i called her a B***h made things even worse, and i also would never say that im sorry when i did things to offend her! I don't know what to do i want her back sooo badly but she just says every time "NO". I'm now realizing all these things that caused us to break up, and im telling her to give me one more chance, but her answer is still "NO", and on top of things a friend of mine and hers is going over her house tomorrow (She told me when we were dating that she is attracted to this guy but she doesn't like him) to me there's no difference but maybe im wrong. Please give me ANY advice. Anything would really help me out!!!

Oh and i should also add that both of us were in an emotionally abusive relationship, (thats what my mom told me, lol)
~C~