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Giesel · 03-14-2009, 04:27 PM

There has been some sort of sexual abuse in my past, but it's something I've lately became forgivful about (understanding that what've left of it are just bitterness and anger. You cannot change the past, but you can learn from it). All the guys I know have no intention of hurting me, not deliberately anyway. I'm very very careful about the guys (and people overall) I'm involved with. I'm really trying not to let my past influence my present.
This guy I was talking about, I knew him for a year before we've dated. I know he's a gentleman and he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. I trust him. That's why I cannot understand why I was acting that way.

And what do I expect of the relationship? I'm a hopeless romantic. I looking for someone who I can feel comfortable with, someone I could be expoused to, bare, transparent. Someone I can fully trust in. Someone that's gonna make me cry of joy, be thankful for. Someone who I know has meant for me and was worth, so worth, waiting for (I'm 22).

This kind:
YouTube - "That's How You Know" from Disney's ENCHANTED (Full Clip)

Naive, fairytale-ly, I know. But that's it.

03-14-2009, 04:27 PM	#6 (permalink)
Giesel Junior Member Join Date: Feb 2009 Posts: 15	There has been some sort of sexual abuse in my past, but it's something I've lately became forgivful about (understanding that what've left of it are just bitterness and anger. You cannot change the past, but you can learn from it). All the guys I know have no intention of hurting me, not deliberately anyway. I'm very very careful about the guys (and people overall) I'm involved with. I'm really trying not to let my past influence my present. This guy I was talking about, I knew him for a year before we've dated. I know he's a gentleman and he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. I trust him. That's why I cannot understand why I was acting that way. And what do I expect of the relationship? I'm a hopeless romantic. I looking for someone who I can feel comfortable with, someone I could be expoused to, bare, transparent. Someone I can fully trust in. Someone that's gonna make me cry of joy, be thankful for. Someone who I know has meant for me and was worth, so worth, waiting for (I'm 22). This kind: YouTube - "That's How You Know" from Disney's ENCHANTED (Full Clip) Naive, fairytale-ly, I know. But that's it.