Wow. everything you wrote is me.

I don't even have a word to tell you, I'd say keep on moving.
You may not now what you want yet, but you know what you don't want.
That is a good thing.
Belive it or not, I just quit a job for the same reason and I am moving next week.
The job I had was draining me, to the point were it just made no more sense to stay and the only logical thing for me to do was quit.
Now I have no idea what is coming and I love it.
Ofcourse, I am scared, but I know I did the right thing.
Love the butterflies.