[iiswhiob]

Well it's been a while now since my girlfriend left me. And I haven't spoken to her since right before christmas. She thought I did not care for her when I actually really did, and unfortunately, I still hurt about it. But I think she lied to me. Not sure but I strongly feel like she cheated. Regardless she left and got with someone soon after. I feel guilty because from being upset I tried to get her to tell me exactly what happened and how she felt. She promised me that she will never sleep with him but i don't believe that and even so, why would she tell me this. She also swore that she loves me. I'm not sure about that either. I think she's now close to who she is with. Although I feel betrayed and angered for I held her so close to my heart. I feel like it won't go away until I tell her that I forgive her for everything. And that if I love her I should be able to let her be happy regardless of her bad choices. I also feel like not talking to her is turning my back on her. But every-time I talk to her, it just becomes drama. Or she assumes it's an effort to get her back. So I don't know how to tell her. I just want it to be over. I'm talking to girls and it doesn't even mean anything. I don't want to be angry or feel betrayed anymore.

Should I just tell her..

P.S. I asked for forgiveness for any wrong on my part. don't assume I think I'm perfect.