I really feel for you. I was in similar situation with my ex, He is not a bad man and a very intelligent person but he is just a very selfish person who has no consideration of any one but himself. Every thing that happened was happened the way he wanted and after many years of compromising and sacrifcing for the sake of our marriage, I lost my identity and my self respect. I got out of my 11 year marriage a very damaged person. I did not take me long to recover financially because I no longer have a draining burden around my neck. It did take me a long time to re-find myself and my confidence.
You sound terribly unhappy. I don't know the whole story but whatever it is, if you are so unhappy in a relationship then it cannot be a good relationship for whatever the reson, it is worth to cut the lost and move on.
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