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Originally Posted by pyrogen  I'm having a hard time right now and I'm hoping this'll pull me through.
I just broke up with my partner, am still living together as roommates but don't know anybody in this town I'm in, and am feeling very insecure/lost/scared with situation. The fact that it looks like he's starting to date again makes me feel even more weird and insecure, like I could get kicked out at any moment, I know that isn't true - I know him pretty well - but I still feel this cold knife twisting in my gut. I have a lot of logistical problems to solve in order to move out, and once I move out. I need a plan.
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Is it safe to assume that you two broke up for good or it's like an off period?
Since you said you don't have any friends in that town, can you communicate with your friends via phone, etc?
Do you have an idea where to move out? Possible plans, is something that you'll need as you mentioned, do you have options?
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I feel like I have this sheer whopping magnitude of logistical things to solve and I need to use everything in my power to stay focused on the future I'm creating.
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I believe you can do it.
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I'm kind of following a format that a lot of religious people use, 2x a day (morning and evening - I got that idea from the Nichiren Buddhists) I'll be doing about half an hour of manifestation oriented meditation and prayer, in the morning and at bedtime... starting off with a gratitude roll. I need intense discipline to fight the sheer levels of negativity I'm dealing with.
I used to practice Buddhism so this kind of a schedule isn't strange to me.
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You mentioned previously that you'll keep a journal. I think this is a good idea.
Update us often. Good luck.