shakra,
It sounds like you are ready to move on. Evident in your last post, that you were waiting for an apology and you got a resentful apology.
It sounds like his normal MO in this case is not to apologize (unless you "nag" it out of him, or expect it out of him) but really forget it ever happened and sweep it under the rug. You don't operate that way.
It really sounds like you set yourself up for failure as well as set him up for failure, and are disappointed when you get, surprise! failure.
You say you love him... and he says he loves you. You have great sex. Yet, from your own words and actions (as well as his), you both sure don't behave as if you love each other.
You both seem to be caught in this rut of not knowing what else to do with each other... so you end up doing nothing at all, and not having much fun in the process.
Let him go with love. So that he can find some one who can accept him as he is, and so that you can find some one willing to commit to building the open loving relationship that you are looking for.
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