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Originally Posted by Angela  I appreciate that this is a rhetorical question, and I hope you will forgive me for commenting on it. |
I absolutely appreciate your comments Angela, always!
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Originally Posted by Angela Today is the day when you can.
Crazy is when you think and behave as if you don't have a choice. Nuthin' wrong with crazy, but you might want to just take a look and see how all of your conscious and unconscious choices have led you to this point, and that's great news, because today, Right Now, you get to make a new choice and change the course of your life in a huge way. Right Now, too. and also Right Now.
What are you choosing now? |
I know, Angela, that it's not appropriate to act out of fear, but I am afraid, that if I relax my guard, then my mind will simply have time to regroup and find new, sneakier ways to entrap me. For instance, sometimes I will find myself replaying scenes from my past (daydreaming about the past, if you will) scenes where invariably someone has let me down. I feel like I have to be really careful because the habit is so engrained.
So, I WANT to be free, I feel like I can taste the freedom getting closer, but the fear is really strong.
(I have to give my kids a ride now, then go to work for the afternoon, but I am looking forward to hearing your reply, Thanks!)