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Originally Posted by David21  I'm very sorry for writing such a long and perhaps tedious post, but I just wanted peoples perspectives on this matter as my own adds no clarity. It just hurts so much and I just want it to stop. It's not even rational, I know but every day I feel this unease in my heart. I just want to find peace of mind. |
I can't help you, but I'll post anyway.
I am similar, in that I am a student longing for the opposite sex. Different, in that I want casual sex with almost every girl I see; I have been in an intimate relationship before, but I have fallen into a long dry spell because I have not taken sufficient action.
What hurts even more than going sexless is feeling like I have to hide. I know I am living in fear. I know I am being dishonest. And I know I am the only one who can do anything about it. Yet I do nothing. I am left with the despair of knowing that I am in despair.