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Originally Posted by cylon  There's also the drama, the rush that comes from having two guys be interested in you at the same time, and all the posting about it and everything. It's exciting. I liked when two girls would be competing for me, I felt on top of the world, and would actually enjoy when I saw them getting catty with each other. Of course, I would never admit it. Except right now. |
This I will freely admit to right in the middle of it all. It does feel good to think someone fancies me. As an insecure and never sought after person it does bring a rush. But as an adult with full control of my actions and certain values the rush of an imagined fantasy is all it will ever be. I would not enjoy it if they actually had a falling out with each other or got...whatever the male version of "catty" is. I'd hate to feel responsible for that! And I would, even if I had done nothing to perpetuate it (like right now).