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Originally Posted by drama07  I guess it's all due to self concern. I feel lazy, I procastinate on everything and unconciousnessly (ego) just want to do nothing. Then the ego starts saying things like "its boring now" after making me do nothing, then tries to bring thoughts of past & future to find some positivity which drags to negativity. i become aware of, although im still bored. 
What a joke the ego is Too bad im too used to being unconcious :P |
Well, I don't know what "the ego" has to do with it. If you're procrastinating on everything, it sounds more like you're not finding stuff you feel real interested in or passionate about, or that maybe you'd rather be doing something else that isn't real possible at the moment. Y'know, like if there's somebody I really want to be with but I can't be at the moment, I might stew and fuss and get bored.
Still, it seems there would be a myriad of other things to do/read/see, or places to go right in the near vicinity, or people to talk to, and so on.
There has been a sudden outburst of commentary around here about "the ego" which I don't really get, but that's ok. I like my ego. I don't see that as the unconscious part that drives me around doing stuff that's detrimental or confusing to me. That doesn't ring true to me at all, actually.