RD:
I wish I could just cry it out but it doesn't feel right at all. Sometimes I feel so sad about it you know because it's unrequited love and socially unacceptable (at least to the mainstream). I am not looking for these people to do anything with me or for me per se it's just a yearning to be with them. I would prefer to feel simple loneliness but I yearn to be with them and that is the problem-they don't want to be with me.
Of course it bothers my self esteem the most but I am hopeful and optimistic that this remedy itself and the feelings will go away when I am able to get professional help. I pray a lot and I have great faith but it hasn't help me so far in this situation. It's been years now since I felt this way and it seems to intensify more and more.
Thanks again for reading this thread and making nice comments.
