I've always been curious about spirit guides since discovering Erin's blog, and her site always intrigued me because I've always been curious about higher spiritualness, but never particularly experienced anything abnormal (like say, seeing ghosts, or having to trust my intuition).
But I've been trying to be more open minded that there is something out there, and that I *think* I've been talking to my guides for quite a while without knowing it. I've always assumed it was just my imagination, but last night I started writing down what they were saying.
It seems that I have several guides, four of which are main ones. And they all have names, but...is it normal if they each have a specific role to play?
Like I have Giles, who sounds like John Cleese, and he tells me he's an "acting guide". He says I should be an actress eventhough I don't think I could ever be one considering that I'm more interested in fashion writing and being a journalist than acting.
He's pretty insistent I should take courses, but I've had some brief "acting" stints, and didn't think I was very good at it.
I also have another guide, his name is Adam, and he likes sex. It's nothing bad really, but I find he's a very sexual guide, and am not quite sure how that is supposed to help me in my path.
Then there's M--, and she loves music, art, dance. She doesn't really say too much about life plans, but when she does pipe up, she's really excited like a teenage groupie.
The last one is Yan, who I find is my comfort guide. He helps me and encourages me, but am never quite sure if I'm fooling myself into thinking something I can't see, touch or "hear" is actually there or part of my imagination.
Is this normal? Am I imagining things? I've read the blogs and forum threads, but all of your guides seem to just help you along your path. But mine are very specific. Last night they were all kinda fighting over on who gets to talk to me first while I was typing stuff down.
Please help! I'd like to believe they exist, without thinking I'm crazy.. lol.