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passionfruit · 02-19-2009, 01:15 AM

One Love Everyone:

Please help me gain some perspective on my situation. I am heartbroken and in so much pain. Yes, the sun is in Pisces and so my emotions are right up front right now. I want to cry because I cannot understand why I am in so much pain. My heart is broken and I am sad and mad as hell. How can I be in love with people who couldn't care less about me?

I don't understand how this is possible at all. How can one fall for people who don't feel the same way at all? I always believed myself to be at least sense-sical about most things. I wouldn't call myself rational per se but I do try to make sense most times. My life is not traditional but most people who lived that "straight" and narrow path are finding themselves on the fringes now. So I am glad that I didn't believe in the "traditional" and that I didn't follow the pack and conform. I can think for myself and I am a free spirit. ( At least I have strived to be). So that's why I am baffled by my feelings for these 2 people who are so cruel and mean to me. They won't even respond to my emails even during my most painful moments.

It's like falling for movie stars or superstars who are used to adoring fans even stalkers at times. At least that's how I am made to feel. I know that there are bach flower remedies that can help me and I do plan to get some asap. (when I get the money) until then I am suffering a great deal with no one to help me see the light.

I am confused and angry about this situation. I feel that even if these people ever change their minds and suddenly want a relationship with me I could never trust them or forgive them for mistreating me as they have these past few years. Am I right to feel this way or am I being wishful and resentful. I want to move on and put this energy to good use loving other people and other things like my work, my life and my art.

I would like some insight into what these feelings represent and what spiritual message the cosmic universe is trying to convey to me.

Thank you.

02-19-2009, 01:15 AM	#1 (permalink)
passionfruit Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2009 Posts: 14	Heartbroken, In Pain and Very Sad One Love Everyone: Please help me gain some perspective on my situation. I am heartbroken and in so much pain. Yes, the sun is in Pisces and so my emotions are right up front right now. I want to cry because I cannot understand why I am in so much pain. My heart is broken and I am sad and mad as hell. How can I be in love with people who couldn't care less about me? I don't understand how this is possible at all. How can one fall for people who don't feel the same way at all? I always believed myself to be at least sense-sical about most things. I wouldn't call myself rational per se but I do try to make sense most times. My life is not traditional but most people who lived that "straight" and narrow path are finding themselves on the fringes now. So I am glad that I didn't believe in the "traditional" and that I didn't follow the pack and conform. I can think for myself and I am a free spirit. ( At least I have strived to be). So that's why I am baffled by my feelings for these 2 people who are so cruel and mean to me. They won't even respond to my emails even during my most painful moments. It's like falling for movie stars or superstars who are used to adoring fans even stalkers at times. At least that's how I am made to feel. I know that there are bach flower remedies that can help me and I do plan to get some asap. (when I get the money) until then I am suffering a great deal with no one to help me see the light. I am confused and angry about this situation. I feel that even if these people ever change their minds and suddenly want a relationship with me I could never trust them or forgive them for mistreating me as they have these past few years. Am I right to feel this way or am I being wishful and resentful. I want to move on and put this energy to good use loving other people and other things like my work, my life and my art. I would like some insight into what these feelings represent and what spiritual message the cosmic universe is trying to convey to me. Thank you.