[Maguru]

Originally Posted by yoopersmith

You are going to need to back that up...because I don't understand how that is possible.

It's easy, yoops. The truth! Be honest with yourself. See who you have become? The greatest 'I am' is when you know 'I am'. I know who "I am" because I created "I am" consciously. My journey revealed many aspects of self that I had created unconsciously. These traits were 'ego'. I changed them consciously, in full awareness of what I was doing and why I was doing.

I was hoping through collaboration with you that we would uncover the creator, through the absolute knowledge of the created. The only absolute available is life itself. I now have experience of being the created and of being the creator of myself.

I think I am consciousness being human...who do YOU think I am?

Well you did ask! I think you are a human being playing it safe as Mr. boring nice guy, saying things you think will please others and making it very difficult for anyone to tell you the truth, except me.

This is the ♥♥♥♥♥ in me that I consciously created in full awareness of who I am being. The ♥♥♥♥♥ tells the harsh truth and the I tell the nice truth. They both come from the same place which is me, Paula the person.

On the other hand, you are pretending to be Mr nice guy that your ego created.

Being + Human = ME. Consciousness...expressing into form.

I'm cool with not knowing...so sorry to dash those hopes

Yoops, do me a favour and read the following paragraphs as a whole. Don't address them point by point as they are making one point as a whole.

I read over some of your earlier posts in this thread and also some of your blogs and you constantly deny yourself by the very fact of stating and re-stating this concept of another self. The self that you call consciousness.

On the other hand whilst denying your human self, you constantly refer to yourself....... A line from a comedy sketch: "Enough about me. Let's talk about you. What do you think about me?" Our communication has been all about you. I'm making no judgements here. I have nothing to gain except possibly an end to this circular communication.

However, this is who you are truly being underneath the pretense of Mr. nice guy. It is all there in your work. The truth of your human-being. Is it cool not knowing this?

I do understand that without experience of your own ego, knowledge of ego means nothing. I had hoped you would recognize that you are experiencing your ego but your concept of knowledge prevents you from seeing it.

The ego concept isn't designed to find the 'god' within, it's designed to find you."

That's the point and I have used the real you to illustrate this point to you many times and you have missed it. Who am I?