Ah. love is love, obsession is obsession no matter what your sexual orientation is. There's a part of you that wants her, but there's a part of you that does not. Mind likes to create this feeling of lack so that you can obsess over.
This may seem like an escapist route, but why don't you try living in the moment? When that obsession occurs, just watch how it swallows you without judgment
meh, who am I to advice, I've got problems of "thought addiction as well"
Anyway, tell your husband about this. Good luck!
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