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Originally Posted by LoriC 
It's like I'm a mad scientist trying to figure out how to direct it, though-- I'm so superstitious about thinking bad thoughts now!  |
I know where you are coming from Lori, I am so eager to learn and master the power withing me that I am checking out all sort of avenues (now looking into Shamanism) I also feels uneasy about negative thoughts (although they keep coming to mind :-) I am now making a REAL effort in transforming those nasties (thoughts) into goodies, i.e. when I think about someone that has annoyed me of stir my balance off course, I make myself believe that I really like that person and smile as I think about it (not easy tho)