Problem with LoA, Please Help
I've been working with the Law of Attraction for several years now, in fact, I just wrote a post this morning about the importance of taking action on those inspired thoughts that come to us when we're connecting to Source. Not even two minutes after I hit the "post" button I received an e-mail offering me an opportunity that about 18 months ago I would have jumped at, but the company in question has jerked me around for the past year and a half and I have moved on. The "job" in question is basically a two-day assignment. The pay is paltry, but presenting to this group could open up doors for me, maybe. It's a lot of work for very little money and from a purely business perspective, I would not advise a friend to take it. However, I've been visualizing earning more money in 2007. I've promised to do my part in accepting Source's guidance and being willing to do the work necessary. I've let go of trying to control the "how."
I had a similar situation just two months ago. After some deep meditation I felt good about my future and could feel the universe working in my favor. Then I received a call from a former employer with whom I thought I'd burned a bridge. I didn't take that job because she's very nasty to work for and my self-esteem always suffers when I'm around her - she, and the company, completely drain my energy. I wrestled with the decision, though, and felt guilty for several days for not taking it.
Part of me says that this is MY life experience and I get to choose which experiences I participate in. In that case, I would not accept this recent offer. However, I am wanting to make more money and this is an opportunity to make money. Is the universe trying to tell me something? I've tried consulting with my guides, nothing. I asked them last time to not test me like this. Can anyone tell me what is going on? Taking the job doesn't feel right; turning it down doesn't feel right. Any advice is greatly appreciated!
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