Dicey,
I always click your posts cause I really identify with you. You're what I was. You've got a lot of light in ya but you're passing through darkness. Actually better said you have a lot of spiritual energy. If you use it against yourself (and let's face it, practically all suffering is self-inflicted) you will make your life a living hell. You have the power to be very good or very evil, but your spirit has chosen to not do things by half measures - you'll never be just normal, vanilla, in-between. It's a fun way to live... though next life I might try something quieter......
Stop judging people and cultivate faith. That's my prescription
