I almost eliminated ego from my mind. I have not heard this voice for a long time now. It died off when I stopped emotionally responding to it.
I was kind of scared what happened to me when I started communicating with my spirit guides. So I will stop trying to communicate with them for a while.
However, I got some advice from another thread and video that if I keep meditating the consciousness will keep awakening in me gradually and I will not be scared.
So I meditated today normally but instead of doing my usual mantra meditation, I concentrated on my breath. Both of them get me disengaged from this reality very quickly.
Today for some reason when I was resting after meditation I got into the state of meditation and a had very short dream-like experience.
I was questioning my higher self about souls and if they think and what they do between spaces of thoughts or something like that. These were strange questions to ask as they were entirely not me.
I saw dark figure of a lady standing in the doorway. She was totally dark but I could see that she had long hair.
The background was very blurry, mixed colours of white, orange and grey.
And when I asked these questions someone said: That's the right question!
And I jumped out of bed completely awake and I was sitting for a while and wondering what that supposed to mean.
But I was not scared or anything like that, so that should not be anything bad.
I thought I will share it here