Ugh I guess what you should do is probably get a social hobby like a new sport and invest some time in other people. I sense you cling on to her too much, it's not healthy to act needy. Loving another is not being there all the time every time, sure it's good to think about that person every now and then but everyone has their own (social) life and there are always stuff that it's better sharing with others other than your girlfriend (I mean, you can share but is it interesting to her? unless she has EVERY single interests has you).
Get social, get a hobby, a hobby that requires interaction with other people like sports or music.. but it has to be something you like enough to focus on that, otherwise you'll drift into your own insecurities. Insecurity feeds on awareness, distract yourself about it and it will starve to death.
And also, what does she like about youself? There's this combination of traits, interests that makes you unique, figure out why she likes you and use that to be at ease with yourself easier.
I hope that helps! Best of luck.
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