Lis, thanks for sharing your story. I feel better knowing that others can relate to how I'm feeling right now. The logical realization that we were not meant for one another and the emotional recognition of that truth are unfortunately not one in the same. Thanks for your advice. I've taken the morning off to grieve a little bit, but I'm going to a later session of my morning class so I'm not missing any school. Good luck with your goal of not contacting him. It seems that you've made a valuable realization and I'm really happy for you.
I woke up up at 7:40 with a huge knot in my stomach and shaking all over. Right now I'm experiencing mostly anger, and I'm hoping to cry later today as that will probably help let some of this tension go. A couple things have shown up through this - I'm really grateful to have the friends that I have. They're truly supportive. I'm also really grateful to this community. Thanks again.
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