I went to the desert. I had a good rest, and feel much better.
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Originally Posted by Angela  What does it mean about you if they aren't responsive all of a sudden? |
I guess it means, to my inner child, that Ive done something wrong.
That I failed. I guess thats how my parent communicated. If something was wrong they were silent. Never argued with words.
But after I read your question, I realised how this was probably not true. I didnt do anything wrong, and later reality proved it to me.
Thanks for helping me realize!
Thursday night did some EFT after which I felt very calm (amazing how that works). I was willing to let him go, with love, and I was full of gratitude to have experienced this.
Next day was with a friend looking at an amazing Canyon. I said that at this amazing energetic place we can make a wish. My wish was for a sign from the universe if I should leave this guy or not. I happened to look at my watch. it was 4:00. at 4:01 I recieved an email from him saying that his apartment had been flooded and now renovated, everything covered in plastic, and that he had a guest staying with him last week- basicly explaining why he hadnt written.
I still havent replied. Im thinking of telling him I want to speak to him on the phone.
And when I do I might just ask him if he wants to give this relationship a try.
That I myself dont know if this is right for me, but I'm willing to give it a try because I felt something special with him, and I might be comng to his city in Easter ( I do have things to do there anyway, and people I should meet there for my work). and simply ask how he feels about that. Any answer is fine. Because I want someone who is really into me, and if hes not, he's wasting my time.
Do you think I should I be this direct? or is there another way to go about this? I simply lost my power last week, and now I have it back.
If we have a mutual desire for this to work, great. if not thats fine too.
Then I can focus on manifesting someone who lives around here
, which is a much simpler senario.