How old are are you Kura Ookami? And your gender? I have a bit of advice and would like to help but depending on your age and gender it may not be appropriate.
Also, having lived and worked in Japan for 14 years I can tell you that this current American "otaku" fad is misguided and I spotted you as a self-proclaimed "otaku" the second I saw your Japanese loggin and you mentioned "anime" and "manga." Otaku is not cool in Japan like American otaku like to make it out to be. Otaku in Japan are a lonely bunch with no social skills. Believe me, the Japanese out having fun and living life fully aren't reading anime and watching manga all the time. It isn't a lifestyle conducive to living life powerfully. You posting this thread makes it clear that you want something more in life so you are going to have to give up something. What is it going to be? Does otaku sound like an appealing future to you?
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