Maybe you could write out 2 lists on a piece of paper.
List 1 has all the things you need to do each day to feel you have been productive.
List 2 can be a long list of all the things you have always wanted to do but have not previously had the motivation to do. The things on this list don't need to be completed by any particular date but make them things that feel worthwhile for you to do or you probably won't do them. You could read over this list and choose one whenever you feel the urge to do something constuctive.
Good to hear you have decided to change your life, it's a step in the right direction. The longer you stick with it the easier it will get. There is a lot of information on the power of your mind at the link below that you may find interesting.
John
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