Sweet Angela
You made me laugh
. which in itself is an achievement today.
Dont worry. I dont plan to fly there unless he asks for it of course.
I dont even plan on contacting him for at least a month, unless he writes first.
If he writes, and seems interested in having this relationship I dont see harm in asking him if he wants me to visit. Why would I want to be in touch with him if we dont plan to meet? Whats the point? I know he cant afford another flight ticket which is over 1000$. While I have free flight miles.
I think the sooner we give it a shot the better, so if it doesnt work, I can move on, knowing we gave it a try.
If he seems reluctant about me visiting- Ill take it as a NO answer.
The day after he flew, when things were still good, I asked my intuition for a vision on how this will develop.
I got this: Him running up a ladder, me running after him to the roof, then when I got to the roof, he ran down, I looked at him running down, but stayed in my place. Than after a while he came looking for me, and I started running away from him, until he caught me.
So right now, Im standing still. He can run away, Im not running after him.
If he does come back, I do wish to communicate my desires.
I can handle a no. As Steve wrote. A rejection is also a good answer.
As I said I wish to get clarity rather than a foggy haze of vagueness, which is what I have now. But now i feel its too soon to demand clarity from him.