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I would like to write a letter to my six year old as it is impossible to see him without my ex's continual abuse etc. I would like to tell him how I feel and why Mum and Dad arn't together and just how much I love and miss him......
and somewhere be able to explain why it is I can't see him ..... I guess how do I help him to understand without creating a bias opinon of either of us as parents??
Not only that his father would have to read it so how would I know he does read it or if he gives my son negative feed back? etc..
I have tried writing several letters but in the end screw up the up the paper thinking perhaps I just can't? Yet if I dont he is going to think Mum didn't care etc.... AND

I wouldnt want him to get the letter and be more confused!!

I just want to say I love and miss you every day and I wish you were with me and that we could see each other so much more. but if that does not happen Mummy will be sad but I would not want you to worry because I am so proud of you for been so strong and I would want you to smile at what a beautiful boy you are what a fantasic brother you have been to your sister and best of all just been my beautiful boy and been you.. I love you