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Lallymac · 01-06-2007, 10:26 AM

My question is more in regards to trust. On one hand I am a clairvoyant and when working with spirit I completely surrender. I love it because I don't know anything about my clients and the physical part of me that is Lally wouldn't have a clue what to say. I sit beside myself often in awe. In my physical life I have a family and household to run and bills to pay. Readings are an intermittent 'hobby'. I don't want to do them on a full-time scale. I love being here in this world too. I love all the aspects of my physicality as much as I love voyaging into the outer realms. Yet for all best intentions, thoughts, words, actions in getting a teaching position, 6 mths after graduating, I am still unemployed.
My frequent requests from spirit for insight, guidance or met with 'trust'.
I'm a practical person and always felt I have a balance between my physical/spiritual but this is confounding me.

01-06-2007, 10:26 AM	#2 (permalink)
Lallymac Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2007 Location: Auckland NZ Posts: 375	When to hold the wheel and drive our own vehicle and when to trust and let go My question is more in regards to trust. On one hand I am a clairvoyant and when working with spirit I completely surrender. I love it because I don't know anything about my clients and the physical part of me that is Lally wouldn't have a clue what to say. I sit beside myself often in awe. In my physical life I have a family and household to run and bills to pay. Readings are an intermittent 'hobby'. I don't want to do them on a full-time scale. I love being here in this world too. I love all the aspects of my physicality as much as I love voyaging into the outer realms. Yet for all best intentions, thoughts, words, actions in getting a teaching position, 6 mths after graduating, I am still unemployed. My frequent requests from spirit for insight, guidance or met with 'trust'. I'm a practical person and always felt I have a balance between my physical/spiritual but this is confounding me.