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Originally Posted by TektonikShift  I could try contacting her via Messenger... these are the outcomes...
Scenario 1
I:"Hi! How are you?"
She:"..." (doesn't answer)
I:"Why aren't you talking to me?"
She blocks me. |
Good on you for realising your wrongs and wanting to move on!
But, if your "little mistakes of attitude" are grave enough that she blocks any attempt of yours to contact her, then perhaps you should cut your losses and accept that you will lie in the bed you have made. Go on with your life and leave this girl alone.
If she is not ready to forgive you, then you have no place asking for an apology. An apology is not about giving you the moral right of a redeemer. That's what your future life is about. Also, an apology is not about you. It's never about you. It's definitely NOT about what you want ("What
I truly
want deep inside is to at least get her respect and friendship"). And, if you're "ready to trade-off [your] authenticity in case another way might be better to achieve the main goal" it's not an apology. Forgiving you is not something she'll ever do for you, it's something she'll do for herself, and an apology from you should at best be for her sake when she's ready to heal herself.