Thanks for your reply and yes I could see that this is totally possible but for all the signals and just the way I feel about him its just so strange because he just does not fit my usual type I have never even remotely considered any man older than me as patner material. Guys are usually my age or younger dd's dad is 7 years younger than me, this man is at least 10 years older than me and I am no spring chicken lol.
I don't know its just so strange but every bone in my body tells me he is the one. He hugs me and it is like time just stands still and that I am in the most perfect safe place I could ever be and I never want to leave.
Like I said just going to go with the flow right now, I am in a good place at the moment where I feel so settled and happy with my life. I think the place I was in this time last year by now I would be crying my eyes out and wailing woe is me, but right now in this time and place I am just so happy he is in my life and I don't feel loss because I can't have him I just feel content to know him.
But curiosty had me wondering why the Universe bought him to me this way.
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