i go thru what youve described now and again cloud its almost like a cycle.what appears to be apathy/diconnectedness to me i have found that my subconscious is processing something.
its changing.
i am changing.
(this is ofcourse after coming outa it)
why am i unaware of the processing?consciously?cos its a little change happening on the inside.
the task is huge and very intense.so a little at a time.
metamorphosis is painful in a way.letting go of knowns is uncomfortable.
if we ask steve..about him going poly he says it took him years to decide.m be he went thru this process.little by little.somethings working away at your beliefs in order to make you ready for the new evolved you
and that something i feel, is a decision at the soul level of deciding to shift..grow..metamorphosize
a quicker way to go thru this might be to really be with it go in and not try to alleviate it.head on.face off.
no?
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