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Originally Posted by Rose of Cairo On the other hand, a big part of this "I'm not an artist, I'm (just) a reporter" also stems from my belief that I'm talented for nothing in particular. I'm no scientist, no artist, no healer, no teacher, no psychic, no athlete, no businessman, no craftsman... neither particularly left-brained nor particularly right-brained, I'm the kind of person who is nothing in particular and those generally end up as journalists.  |
I don't hear this when I think of you Rose.

I hear that you are all those things, being a seeker. But you are spot on when you say it's all about the experience and the sharing of it.
Perhaps try this: For each month, be a different person. For a month, be an artist, then a craftsman, then an athelete, then whatever you want. Share it in a journal and invite others to read what it's like from the inside. Don't just pick up a habit, be a completely different type of person. Does this feel like a possible expression of who you really are?