Smallstar
This is not a textbook question at all.
I think you have uncovered something within yourself that you have to work through, as you said. I don't think this is necessarily an LD question.
However, you can try and enter the dream again by intentioning it. It may take several nights but it will come. If this does not work, it WILL come through in your other dreams and manifest itself in various ways. I would keep a dream journal and look for the clues.
This is another stage in you moving on in your life. It's the right time for this stuff to come up and it's the right time to deal with it. I hope it works out and let us know what happens.
Good luck
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