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Originally Posted by funchy 
Honestly, it's time to move on. You can leave him with the gift of help: he is depressed; find him the names/numbers of free mental health professionals (try your Dept of Health for leads). You can also get him the number of homeless shelters, work placement outreach, and anyone else. IMHO he needs to made amends with his parents and see if they'll shelter him temporarily.
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I understand that i need to leave him asap but why do I feel this pain inside that i'm going to go through the worst heartache? I know you just roll your eyes, but I truly do care about this person. I feel like I have learned alot about myself and the world being with him and understand to be myself more. i would hate to lose his friendship, but i can't really afford to be with him. he makes me laugh, i enjoy listening to different types of music together, and exchanging book ideas we just read. I would hate to lose all of that, because of money and my family does not understand. i don't want to lose someone who is my "love". i don't want to feel the heartache either or be sad over it. i know its best to get away from him and ignore his calls but i don't want to think about him and where he might be, possibly outside in the cold sleeping on the balcony of a foreclosed condo in his dad's gated community and how hungry he might be and cold he might be. i feel so badly. i don't want to hurt someone i care about so much.