Do you have friends you can go out with? You could probably find a decent show to see or an event to attend. I don't think you should put so much emphasis on having the greatest birthday party and just chill because you're just going to set yourself up for disappointment. It's likely too late to have a decent party because as I understand it you haven't done any planning or preparation and I imagine many people already have plans for the weekend.
You're also analyzing this way too much. It doesn't matter that you cried on your 13th birthday or that you didn't even have one for a couple years. Maybe you should spend less time thinking about trivial things like that and more time on things of substance. You'll probably have plenty more birthdays to celebrate as you wish.
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