uh steve i had to force myself to finish reading your post there were loud clanging noises going off in my head .danger evacuate! bail out.no way jose!my heart sank i think im being made to look at this again and again.battle between a recording and a life lived with your heart turned out.risky business.cringe from the sheer volume of growth required to do that.
dunno if i want to shake you or be thankful to you.but i surely want to pretend as if i never read your post