[{aspiring_to_clarity}]

Originally Posted by The Cloud

Yeah, when I really think about it, I realize that I don't even want to solve my problems. I don't even know what the solution would look like, and doubt that there even is one. Like "what is the meaning of life?". I don't know, and honestly I don't care, yet I spent so much of my time agonizing over it as if I did.

For example, if you could make your BF unable to betray you, would you? I'd bet not. You don't want a solution to your problem with him, you just want to have an old bone to chew on. You know that the answer to your problem doesn't really exist, and you wouldn't take it if it did. It is only his ability to cheat that makes him so worthwhile when he doesn't. You can keep your problems, but don't pretend that you would care for the solutions. You wouldn't.

So right yet again.