Yup. The question has nothing to do with him. The question is: Can I be trusted? Am I willing to trust myself to handle what happens, whatever happens? Am I willing to be a present player, an improv artist, a participant in a game that inspires me?
It's amazing to me that this whole year the theme for me has been all about Trust, and now this crisis -- this major crossroad -- magically manifests for me so that I can deal powerfully with Trust in a way that makes a huge difference right here right now, or not, just in time for the New Year, which is oh so satisfying to my little ocd self. And you, my Magical Mirror Buddy, are standing here in front of me saying, "Look, Angela, LOOK. I am you and you are me and if you say I will handle it, if you tell me that I am infinite joy, abundance, and power, then I'm rubber and you're glue, girl." Thank you, thank you, thank you for showing me that it all boils down to one question:
Am I willing, or not?