Do you need a hug? Here's a hug. *hug*
You will be able to change. Do you need reassurance or a kick in the ass? I'm not sure. This sounds like a cry for attention. I'm happy to give you a bit of contact, dude, but I don't want to validate your pity-parties.
Love yourself as you are, then work to make yourself even better. Look in the mirror and say "ok, this is how it is. It's not inherently bad. It just is". Stop running away from your uglyness - look at it directly and you'll see it isn't so bad or so hopeless. And I'd love you however you looked, just so you know.
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